Last week, there were a number of FIRST in my life as a mother.
First 1st, I left my princess with my cousin and she was not with me for more than 24 hours. My team building event was in Klana Resort, Seremban and I decided not to bring her along as I don't know how the situation be. I kind of regret that I didn't bring her since I know she love swimming so much!
Second 1st, the meeting with the rest of team from Singapore and Hong Kong and get to know who is who.
Third 1st, A company that has a great event! and I'm in it! It's been a long while that I didn't have a team building event.
Forth 1st, Doing the wall repelling and flying fox!
Fifth 1st? I FREAK OUT!!! AND ALMOST GOT BREAKDOWN!
However, I freak out during the flying fox!! It took me a while to climb up the 'stairs' vertically to reach the station. Upon there, I was told to rest before I 'fly' and I made a big mistake for looking down!!! I was stuck!! It freak me out, and I can feel even my shoes were loosen!! I had a very fast heartbeat that I was so worry that I may just faint half way flying. And NO WAY I'm getting down beside doing the fly!!! I was no where near heaven at that moment.
I was worried.. I suddenly thought of my girl. I starting thinking on my KWSP, my insurance, and whatsoever.. will that all enough for my girl to survive!? Will my girl be taken care of by my mum? my brother? or anyone else? I cried not knowing the facts of all these! I regretted doing that when up at the station.
I prayed.. I let GOD know I'm bad, but I hope HE did not decide to take me back to him at that moment. And with my colleagues cheering there, asking me to just close my eyes and fly! I DID!! with a huge scream all the way!!!!!!
Now, if anyone were to pay me for doing that, I don't think SO!!! I guess I no longer so 'courage and strong' to do those high risk activities! haiz...
Nevertheless, I'm happy I'm there to know the team, the have some fun, but sad to leave my girl behind...