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Saturday, May 30, 2015

Why do I keep failing badly in life?

Have I not done the right thing to succeed?  Am I asking too much to live my life simple?  Why is it so hard to just live simple?

Why do I keep making mistakes over mistakes, new ones again and again?  Why why why?

3 months in China was not really fantastic, and I came home with zero again!  It's now looks like I got to start all over again, and I really don't know how.. what should I do?

I have not chase for having millions in life, I don't have big dreams.. All I wanted was to live life simple.  I don't have to worry about living monetary, I have a place to call my own, I can send my girl to extra classes that she likes, Am I asking too much?  Have I not done enough to deserve that? Why do I keep failing?

I think I know the answer, but how do I really get over it?  How do I now start over again?  It's really depressing, but with the girl with me now, I know I can't give up.  Maybe let me take a few days of hibernation, and I should come out again.. It's sad that I need to start all over again, I have cause some disappointments among friends that supported me all this while..

I felt sorry and ashamed now..

To all my family and friends that have supported me, I AM SORRY!!!  Deeply SORRY!

Cynful Pleasure Bakery

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